the SAIYONA that i am…

28May09

I love testimonials; whether they say something good about me or whether they say something bad about me. But since no one writes testimonials for me on facebook or orkut, I decided to gift myself a testimonial:

I, according to me, am the most indecisive female on earth. I hate sticking to the same thing and dats why there has to be a constant rejuvenation.

I hate being the talker but then if the opposite person does not talk much, then i start talking so much so that i start talking about things which dun make sense at all.

I love shopping. Even more, window shopping. I love taking a walk in the malls because I come accross new things and I am so not ashamed of being like this.

I don’t consider myself to be good looking at all and incase you have met and have found me so, please don’t think that I am trying to be modest cause I seriously have this major inferiority complex of not being good looking. All I can say about my looks is that, I am dusky and presentable.

I dont like it when things are planned. I like doing random stuff because it gives me a kick. I rather prefer uncertainity to certainity.

I hate being rude but sometimes that I am, it is beyond my patience to control it. And yes, I have this terrible terrible quality which makes me hate myself – “I just can’t say NO straight on the face to someone”.

People say that I am a Narcissist and maybe I am so, because I check out myself too many times in the mirror but then I really cannot change the irregularities in me created by GOD.

After reading my blog and especially this post, you wll most likely think that I am nothing but a self-obsessed female but I have no qualms about it because thats the way I am and thats the way I love myself.

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