Warning (For MEN): If you haven’t met me, don’t want to cause if you want to, you eventually might meet me and even fall in love with me and then one fine morning after the night you were drunk, you will realize and tell yourself and the whole world, “I fell in love with a Bitch!!!!”
I know what I wrote might sound “lame” to you but I can’t help it. Till date, I have had many guys who have fallen in love with me because apparently and unconsciously my charms work well on the male gender and of course thanks to the sex-ratio of India as we don’t happen to have a woman for every man and mostly all of them who have been unsuccessful in getting me to pair up with them, have ended up calling me a “BITCH!!!”. So in case you happen to already know me personally, maintain a shield around you as I really don’t want another one who is openly pronouncing to the world on his status message on gtalk or on any other chat window or for that matter on any social networking website, “I fell in love with a BITCH!!!!”, cause for once I just know I am not one.
I might have changed over time, but then, who doesn’t???? Are you meaning to say that You haven’t changed a bit??? Saiyona is saiyona! She is the person I love the most and probably the person even you love or have loved at some point of time. So mind your tongue before calling me a BITCH because it just proves how less of a man you are!!!
P.S. – Ladies, in case you already happen to hate me, don’t revel in the glory of this post because trust me you have been through this at some point of time in life….you might be just lucky enough not to have faced this humiliation publicly…but trust me, if you haven’t made the man who has loved you unhappy by not being with him, he has abused you at some point of time as unattainable people act as sour grapes to those who can’t attain them!
why do people behave as if they don’t lie at all and make me feel as i have committed the biggest

mistake in my life just because i dint tell them abt my whereabouts? they actually find out about me from other s
ources and actually lie about finding out about me “generally” from someone else and then they dont hesitate to tell someone else that i make them feel “fucking” pukeish???
n then there r some who feel they know everything abt sum1 whom they have never spoken to or heard abt but have just seen them in a picture and just because they have made wrong presumptions, i m asked to choose?!?!?!?
why should i choose?
why does one at the end of the day forget that even i m human and i think it is excusable if i make a mistake no matter how big or small it is…after all we learn only from our mistakes…..
i m sorry reader, for putting up such a depressing post but my life has become a mess lately and when close people make it so much more complicated for me, i feel it is not worth living anymore. after all who will want to know that they are not capable of handling and taking care of their own life when you are all of 21?!?!?!
i feel suicidal!
Every time we speak on the phone and it feels as if I have known you forever
and even more when
Every time I see you, my heart skips a beat…
You correct me
and even more when
You fill in my flaws…
I think of my first kiss
and even more when
I think of the one that followed…
You scold me
and even more when
You make me understand…
You call me ‘baby’
and even more when
You call me ‘wife’…
You smile
and even more when
you blush…

You hold my hand
and even more when
You wrap your hands around me…
You kiss my lips
and even more when
You kiss my forehead…
You call me
and even more when
You send me a message…
You say “i love you”
and even more when
You say “i miss you”…
You listen to me talking nonsense
and even more when
You speak sense…
I think of the You 7 years back
and even more when
I daydream about the You today….♥ ♥ ♥
It was Love at First Sight for me. And I guess its just a dream that now 7 1/2 years down the line since then, we are still on the phone for the past 5 hours, occassionally thinking the same things and saying them too…I just wish this dream never breaks.

